Artist’s Life: The Merits of Insistence
- Feb 13, 2018
- 2 min read
When people say to me…and mind you, only on occasion: “you are so talented”, they really mean to ask how did I find the time, how did I mastered the energy, and how did I manage to go on. Just the other day a friend commented such to the point and I made her laugh.
My response is that, talentless as I am, I am mostly insistent. Not only I don’t take “no” for an answer, but also, I made it an ongoing personal statement…, an act of rebellion against cruelty of life. Life, as I see it, wants to strip me of everything I have: my vitality, health and energy, my prospects for the future (since the time is ticking), my enthusiasm and freshness, and my curiosity at where my work can bring me to.
The system we live in is hard on the artist but I still master some verve to say no to it. Every day as I go to my studio it is an act of my own personal disobedience against the rigors of living. I will not so easily let go and give in to this standardized unrecycled plastic mold.
My friend just laughed "That's why I like you for!" ... and because of that it was a good day.

"Sunset in Park City, Utah" 2018
Celebrating
Tuesday on a mild winter day
I am not ashamed to live
for myself
recovering from five long
twelve hour shifts
the right is mine
I transition to midsummer
blooming
crisp apples
snap peas
and
snippets of blue sky
ward off
neat machinery
conveniently
set
not for my benefit
but I still got the fight
and
I do what I want
…or try to…
my
sweet candy sunsets
in winter blasts
02/13/18
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